Finally.

What have I been doing besides writing?

Most days I get up and hang with my roommates for an hour before strapping on my helmet to
dodge cars, pot holes and fleeting green lights. Most days I serve craft beers, artfully constructed cocktails and food that was plated with intention rather than haste.
Some days I have a few too many of those beers after work.
Most days I practice yoga in my living room, run through the park that is two blocks away and most days my run is a struggle but I still get it done so I can learn each street corner, where the drinking fountains are and which city blocks to avoid.
What have I been doing besides writing?
Most days I walk to the Mexican grocery store and dance to the mariachi music as I shop for heads of broccoli and almond milk. Most days I text my friend who lives half a mile away about dinner plans for the evening. Most days I wake up with out an alarm.
Some days I feverishly free write in my journal and read until I fall asleep with glasses on and book smooshed on my face.
What am I doing besides writing?
Most days I think about it while I’m watching some rerun on basic cable. Most days I feel inspired while surfing YouTube clips of Spoken Word and slam poetry. Most days, I have to admit, I don’t try.
Some days I write the perfect poem in my head while dodging rain drops on my bike only to forget them by the time I have pen and paper in my hand. Some days I long for life overseas and the simplicity of it.
Most days I’m trying. Some days I’m losing the battle. Most days, now a days, I’m winning.

What am I doing besides writing? I think I’m finally living.

Hashtag 100 Days of Happy

Writing hasn’t come to me. I fall asleep when I read. My journal is no where to be found. I force myself to run, lift and yoga–when I do I’m always happy. Always. I’m trying, still trying, to get out of this funk and get back to doing what I love. I find myself on Facebook and InstaGram way too much, being jealous, pining for the days that I was on the road, wishing I was in the mountains or with those friends I met so many years ago. Today that changes.

Today I move. My car is packed and I am literally sitting in the spare bedroom at my Mother’s house on the bed that is stripped of sheets, freshly vacuumed and void of everything mine. Finally, I’m moving home…home will now be Chicago and I’m planning on enjoying it, being who I am and becoming who I want to be. But right now Facebook and InstaGram are flooded with people Hashtag-ging (#) 100DaysOfHappy and writing about what they are thankful for, happy about, excited about RIGHT NOW IN THIS DAY. So I’m jumping on the band wagon.

Since I can’t seem to keep up with blogging, journaling, reading or anything else I’m giving myself the task of Instagraming and Facebooking #100DaysOfHappy every day. Starting with today. By adding a new status or a picture everyday brings accountability to my ‘writing’ but also forcing me to recognize that every day there is something to be happy about, even on the most horrible days we can all find something to be thankful for.

Day ONE:
#100DaysOfHappy #Day1 Today I move to Chicago and I’m an incredibly happy and thankful for the people in my life that have been so outrageously supportive of me the last six months. (You know who you are, I don’t need to list you)

Here’s the plan: Follow me on IG @Sloanderr to see pictures of #100DaysOfHappy or I’ll be updating them on here as much as I can and feel inspired. I have a feeling the next 100 days is going to be an intense emotional roller coaster and I’m nothing more than excited!

Birthing a Polar Vortex Baby

This Polar Vortex Winter of 2014 left me in a huge funk. I was in a running funk, a writing funk, a fun funk. It was tough, we all struggled and survived it. This summer is beginning to show the Baby Bumps of the Polar Vortex. I see pregnant women EVERYWHERE. Now given, I’m sure people would have been procreating anyway, but there just seems to be a crazy amount a glowing woman around–my conclusion is that the PV left people cold, bored and ready to go.
While I’m not planning on birthing a literal PV Baby, I’m planning on growing one of my own. It’s not going to grow in my belly, no, gawd no… But I am trying to get back to who I was before this Evil Winter got it’s grips on me. It’s JULY, it’s BEAUTIFUL, the world is a beautiful place to be and I’m stoked to be in it.
The name of this blog is The Sole Search. It’s time to start exploring again.